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Today i woke up with a lot of questions in my head. Despite that I know the answers already, I still kept thinking about these questions. I woke up today thinking to myself;
Who am I? where am I? who do I want to be? and where do I want to go?
Well! I have the answers already and they are very obvious to me. However, why did these questions got stuck into my head since this morning? I was even asking myself whether I am insane! lol!
Then when I sat down and took some coffee some coffee this afternoon I got to the conclusion that I am not insane. Instead, it is like I am making sure that everything is ok with me. It is my eagerness and my drive that is making me eager to question everything that concerns my life. The reason is that I have so much big plans in my mind that I just can't get them out of my head. I know where I want to be and the fact that I am not there yet is driving me crazy as well. I am not rushing though. The reason that I am not rushing is because I have been rushing a lot before and at the end of the day I realised that the rush was not good for me. So I have learn from my errors and mistakes people.
The reason why I was questioning myself about who I am as well was because I am following my dream as well as willing to please the people who are supportive to me in my surrounding. so it is kind of hard to do but I am still trying my best. it is kind of a mini identity crisis right!
Nonetheless, I did not allowed all these things to dismantle my day. These thoughts are the kind of thoughts that give me strength. these kind of thoughts are the thoughts that allow me be go for more. they give me the necessary power and willingness to put a step closer towards my goals. what I am saying right now may sound crazy to you but if you know me enough, you will get to know what I am talking about. The time for me to step up and move to the next stage in my life is really close people. I can feel it into every single inch of my body.
All this may sound mysterious to you all but when you will see it, you will get to know what I am talking about and I am sure you all will like it. All the mystery will be over. As for now, I just need to be patient, continue to do what I am doing and follow my timeline.
I really hope that I did not confused you too much today. I will leave you on this note today;
Have a great day people.